what's that lyric bout not wanting to think what you're doing right now?

i feel the difference
between
the cold shiver
and
the warm tingling.
this is a shivering.
banish conjecture.
beeeee cauuuuuuse.
it hurts.
stings a bit.
detach with joy.
oh boy
it ain't easy.
this grease trap
smells like shit,
it lingers.
breathe through mouth
and feel through feet.
kick up toward the light.